Going to kill myself, Cancer and Rape Issues. Please Help?
Posted on Jul 08, 2010 under cancer news and reports |My life is so horrible am such a strong person, but i have to much to deal with. And i dont think i can cope. Here what happened, my sister go cin3 a pre cancerous condition of the womb. She got treated for it went on to have a baby. I on other hand got same thing and it never going even after surgery and it been 4 years.
I suffer very bady with depression, and personal past promblems. My sister go a littel girl, any way she told me dr do hysterectomys after having to lletz procedures. She was telling me i was practically gona have one. Cos i already had one lletz, my world sank at just 25.
So i go crazy depression feels me, i sleep with men just to get pregnant. I then get raped by one during sex. He was to rought i screamed NO, during it. he pinned me down. In totall shock i cant stop him. It been a year my life has stopped living, it horrible.
Now i read about women have kids after several lletz, i realise i have hope. My sister advice was cruel. And lead me to get raped, saying i wouldnt have kids. My 27th birthday yesterday and my mum called to house with flowers. There were from my sister, she sent them from uk. I cry and cry, a few weeks ago i told her you advice was cruel.
She sent them out of guilt, she rang me to see if i got them, i dont answer her. She texts i cant answer her. It so sad but if she had been sensitive and careful of comments. Maybe i wouldnt of got raped. Please help me
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
…How exactly are we meant to help?
Maybe you will feel better if you go back to preschool and learn basic spelling and grammar?
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
grammatically incorrect also you should be in a different section not in P&S they’re all cruel here
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
you wont know what rough and kinky sex is until you’ve had it with me
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
why would you ask this here.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
if you were going to seriously you wouldnt post up a question about it you just want attention
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
dunno what i’m supposed to say
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
I think you need to put this in a different catagory. Polls and surverys is what you’ve put it in… As for your situation… you said you got raped during sex. Are you sure it wasn’t consentual? Maybe there was a misunderstanding there. You agreed to sex but you were raped during it? I’m not trying to be mean… honestly… I was just confused with your wording. Your sister didn’t force you to sleep with men to get pregnant. There seems to be a lot of issues here, really, seek a psychiatrist. People on the internet can’t help you. =/
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
I’m sorry to hear that. I really wish I knew something to say to help you other than maybe see a counselor or clergy member because they will be able to offer advice and comfort more than you can get from anyone over the internet. Please don’t give up, please don’t kill yourself, please talk to someone.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
You cannot blame your sister for what happened, this was the fault of the animal who commited the crime.
As for your other issues ther are far better councelors out there than Yahoo Answers. I suggest you seek proffesional help,
Im sure everything will work out fine in the end.
Good luck.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
Killing yourself is not the way. There are so many beautiful things in life so don’t waste your life, believe in Jesus and rejoice.
once you have found the goodness of life and inner-piece, help others in trouble find it too. In other words, follow in the footsteps of Jesus cause he loves you.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
Idk what to say, but I’d advise you to repost the question on another section, everyones cruel here on pollas and surveys.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
Your life is beautiful. Your sister made a mistake, we all do. Don’t hold it against her. You have a sister, you should treasure it, not be angry. Forget the past and focus on today.
Don’t give up hope! Life is a blessing, treasure it everyday.
Be well!
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
Maybe Y!A isn’t exactly the most appropriate place to get advice for this.
I only understood about half of that any way.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
Come on now, don’t go doing anything like that. Don’t EVER give up. Things can always get better. Please talk to somebody soon.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
Firstly, this really isn’t the place to be posting a question like this. The people on P&S (and yes I’m making a gross over-generalization) will be cruel, and take light of the situation.
Secondly. Get help. Is there anyone else that you can talk to or trust?
Thirdly, don’t be so rash in your decision to kill yourself. I know that sounds stupid given your situation, but honestly talking it out, and getting the right help will help…
take care, really.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
I’ve never yet said a rude comment but have to say you sound like one hell of a jealous bitch…your blaming all your problem on your sister..
ME and my sister sometimes gets on each other nerves but we are still close and always there for each other..it sounds like your sister is trying to help you but because your having a hard time you blame it all on her…
If you kill yourself all your going to do is hurt your sister even more..your only taking the easy way out…your own words "My life is so horrible am such a strong person" Your not at all a strong person if you were you’d be working true your problems and dealing with the worst without blaming your sister..
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
Please keep your faith in God and know that troubles don’t last always. The best is yet to come. God didn’t put you on this earth for pain and suffering. For all of the troubles you’ve been through the best is doubled just for you.
If you kill yourself, it ain’t over. You may go to hell and burn internally, just wait till God says it’s time to come to the promise land. It will be so Amazing, you can only imagine
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LY06VKymkCE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVIPymcDpbA
It’s not over until God says it’s over
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yMpCZG019w
the best is yet to come for you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9uAxEuRDFN4
just open up your heart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlLopFBlK0U
and ask God to go in His Secret place
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=meUlFQtw77g
Praise Him
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIPKnj-0Czw
Things will work out.
July 8th, 2010 at 8:33 am
don’t kill yourself. try and make peace with your sister. it wasn’t her fault.